Mortal Love

I'm too tired of this life, all I need is my big sleep, you are so far away, you love someone else. Another day passed me by another day filled with pain; you are not here, you're with someone else. I love you to death, you love someone else, so I just wanna die. Create hate, I hate myself for loving you. "We have touched for the last time, you are long gone, in love with someone else. I now fear nothing but life itself and I have learned that living is just a slow way to die. I do not believe in life or in love anymore. The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness, I hate myself for loving you; The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease, no-one can see the emptiness in my eyes. To escape life itself now seems the only solution with relief i look foward of letting go of the pain. Finally... there is peace in my soul to lie dead without a concern , without a tear, you own my heart and life without you is so imensly painful just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down my face I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart: You are everything , I am nothing; I want to die but really... I am already dead". I will not live....